Passion by the New Year

Lately, I've been thinking what 2012 reserved to me.

Do you create that memorized list of what you'd like /want to do this year? Aims for 2012?  

Me? I intend to fall in love - for life...

Did you ever had someone in your life that you felt he/she loved you but you didnt feel anything, NOTHING, not even a "hell of a horn" for him/her? Yeah... I'm in that boat! I believe I'm too idealist. I keep thinking I'll find "the one" and then I'll be capable to feel how falling in [real] love feels like, deeply... but also, yes: in the bottom of my heart I actually know that it won't be more than an idea [a wrong one].

About a year ago "we" were together and I felt we had all the conditions for our 1st kiss and, if I felt hot enough, we could have ended having sex that night... but it was everything so tasteless and meaningless that I just wanna forget that night. Maybe it was the higher desire of a hot night that superimposed to the evidence that it wasn't meant to be...

I've been reading the compatibility between our horoscopes and all!! I've read all those pages from every  known tarot guys, Chinese predictions and all that stuff trying to find out the compatibility between a Gemini and Câncer... and guess what: it's nooo good!   

Anyway, once you'll get to know more about this guy I have to name him. Lets call him Mr Peanut.

I'll leave it for now. But before I leave, I'd like you to think about including in that 12 itens list for 2012 another item numbered #13 (in case you have yours already full) the objective to FALL IN LOVE this year. Even if your life is a big shit right now and even if your beloved one doesn't have the same feelings for you (as in fact happens to me ALL the time) I believe that when we fall in love, our eyes spark differently. It shows the sparkling that is only owned by in love people. No shopping, candy, food, trip or gift can bring us such a blessing like having that spark. We need it, in way or another... so put it right on your list. 

Mouth Park is leaving to kiss a frog... See you soon,
Jusefina